Three's company, too - Marriage and polygamy. Trois est aussi une compagnie - Mariage et polygamie.

What I am feeling right now? Who am I? Why? Sometimes I feel so secure in the man in me, I just found him (myself) e he's gorgeous, a strong guy, many guys see me as interesting, even the straight ones. The girls are peculiarities. Some of them come, try me and leave, others call me suddenly, and I got an almost-pedophile crazy ex-girlfriend who lives to ~~~expose the truth~~~ about an old relationship I had with a boy, a friend of heart. She hates me until today for running away from her and being living in the same house with him since then, but it's not my fault, I just like the guy around me, he is fucking hilarious sometimes and other times he is dumb as fuck, what is funny too, for me, right? How he can live with such inocence, he is cool, but our ex-girlfriend in the past was living to hate and love him, and after our relationship she lives for hate both of us forever. Day of these days she saw us and start muggling and screaming obcenities in the streets, about our """top-bottom"""" game, what is hilarious too, but so deeply wrong and imature, she acts like a bully, and she knows he doesn't like the exposure of being bissexual for once or sometimes (when he is drunk), it's not a crime to need a moral judge to punish us eternally, he's sexuality is not a crime. She is a evil crazy demon, so patriarchal, treating us like her territory, trying to ashame us everything and put herself in some weird link with us, like we are slaves of her, the crazy pedophile who lives to eat young guys souls alive, she only tastes the 18 years old, no kidding, a horrible woman, she was with me because of my young face, but I'm a guy and I read her in her act. She hates me. Im trying to be her friend since then, because I still like her in some ways, but she hates me and treat us so bad (I'm not mistreated alone), but she always try desperately to convince people about our """""gay romance"""" (her ficticional crazy wrong interpretation of facts) and our lives by her side, as her dogs. She is that old alcoholic drunk who gives children some candy or hallucinating food to eat them alive every night. And what about my friend? I'm grateful with him forever, he helped me to survive and escape from her madness bullshit and harsh reality of being the ugliest evil hatred creature I've had ever knew in my entire life. And I am a man with almost 30 years old. She is a beast, Sphinx, esfinge, Babylon bitch of hell bitching even in my girlfriends pictures or living for the sake of gossip. Hate her now, but I forgive and forgot her wrongdoings cause I'm no judge to judge her disgrace. Poor soul. God have mercy of these specific devil. You guys doesn't have a glimpse of her tricks of death. And now she will never know how in love I am with a guy who doesn't want to know me. He was just for one night and broke my heart, as the others girlfriends I had in the same period too... She lives in her past. But her past is my past too, and that past was a polygamic. I was happy when our threesome relationship was functional.

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Ce que je ressens maintenant? Qui suis je? Pourquoi? Parfois, je me sens tellement en sécurité dans l'homme en moi, je viens de le trouver (e homme en moi) e il est magnifique, un gars fort, beaucoup de gars me voir aussi intéressant, même les hétéros. Les filles sont des particularités. Certains d'entre eux viennent, essayent moi et partent, d'autres m'appellent soudainement, et j'ai un pédophile fou et ex-petite amie qui vit pour ~~~ exposer la vérité ~~~ sur une vieille relation que j'avais avec un garçon, un ami de coeur. Elle me déteste jusqu'à aujourd'hui pour l'avoir fui et vivre dans la même maison avec lui depuis, mais ce n'est pas de ma faute, j'aime juste le gars autour de moi, il est parfois hilarant et d'autres fois il est aussi bête que putain, ce qui est drôle aussi, pour moi, non? Comment il peut vivre avec une telle inocence, il est cool, mais notre ex-petite amie dans le passé vivait pour le détester et l'aimer, et après notre relation, elle vit pour nous détester tous les deux pour toujours. Le jour de ces jours elle nous a vus et a commencé à crier des obcénités dans les rues, à propos de notre supposé jeu sexuel actif-passif, ce qui est hilarant aussi, mais si profondément faux et immature, elle agit comme un tyran, et elle sait qu'il n'aime pas l'exposition d'être bissexuel pour une fois ou parfois (quand il est ivre), ce n'est pas un crime d'avoir besoin d'un juge moral pour nous punir éternellement, sa sexualité n'est pas un crime. Elle est un démon fou et diabolique, tellement patriarcale, nous traitant comme son territoire, essayant de nous rassasier de tout et de nous mettre dans un étrange lien avec nous, comme nous sommes des esclaves d'elle, le pédophile fou qui vit pour manger de jeunes âmes en vie, elle n'a que le goût des 18 ans, sans blague, une femme horrible, elle était avec moi à cause de mon jeune visage, mais je suis un mec et je l'ai lu dans son numéro. Elle me déteste. J'essaie d'être son amie depuis, parce que je l'aime toujours à certains égards, mais elle me déteste et nous traite si mal (je ne suis pas maltraitée seule), mais elle essaie toujours désespérément de convaincre les gens de notre romance homossexuele (ficticional folle interprétation erronée des faits) et nos vies à ses côtés, comme ses chiens. Elle est cette vieille ivrogne alcoolique qui donne aux enfants des bonbons ou des aliments hallucinants pour les manger vivants tous les soirs. Et pour mon ami? Je lui suis reconnaissant pour toujours, il m'a aidé à survivre et à échapper à ses conneries de folie et à sa dure réalité d'être la créature la plus laide et méchante de la haine que j'ai jamais connue de toute ma vie. Et je suis un homme avec près de 30 ans. Elle est une bête, Sphinx, esfinge, Babylone salope de l'enfer chiant même dans mes photos de copines ou vivant pour des potins. Je la déteste maintenant, mais je pardonne et oublie ses méfaits parce que je ne suis pas un juge pour juger sa disgrâce. Pauvre âme. Dieu aie pitié de ces démons spécifiques. Vous n'avez pas un aperçu de ses ruses de mort. Et maintenant, elle ne saura jamais comment je suis amoureux d'un mec qui ne veut pas me connaître. Il était juste pour une nuit et a brisé mon coeur, comme les autres copines que j'ai eu dans la même période aussi... Elle vit dans son passé. Mais son passé est aussi mon passé, et ce passé était un polygamique. J'étais heureux quand notre relation à trois était fonctionnelle.

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Poem about communism awakening. Poème sur l'éveil du communisme. Poema sobre o despertar do comunismo.

Disconnection by the means,

industrial production of sins,

disruptive call from dream,

didn't you know what I just mean?

The internet is still free?

 Information that I need, or

I'm only seeing what they seem

now what they are selling to me?

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It was written in english, so only in english it has it form, but now the translated and adapted piece of poem:

Desconexão dos meios,

da produção dos pecados leigos,

chamada disruptiva desse sonho feio,

você sabe o que eu quero dizer?

A internet ainda é gratuita?

Informações que eu preciso, ou

Só estou vendo o que foi dito

agora o que é que foi vendido?

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Déconnexion des moyen faux,

de la production de péchés laïcs,

appel perturbateur de ce rêve laid,

Sais-tu ce que je veux dire?

Internet est-il toujours gratuit?

Informations dont j'ai besoin, ou

Je vois juste ce qui a été dit.

Maintenant, qu'est-ce qui a été vendu ici?

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What I hate in my actual social environment.

my comrads.

Sometimes when we try communism in our daily life, some people get a little confused about it because of the capitalist brainwashing machine. We can't get anger with the unconscious reproduction of certain padronized habits derived by their doctrine of enslavement, as egotism, winner's mentality (is meant there are few winners over losers, losers are less than people), pride, need of distinction and exclusivity in the age of industrial production and mass educational delusional factory schools for market, jealously about the work that is not yours, etc. The Bourgeois model of family creates personality disorders like people who are eager for consume everything, people who don't know the price in blood for some comfort and security, people who thinks they are better then others (ideology of social classes and exclusion, a shame), so, it's not that they are bad people, but sometimes these young folks newly born from their mommie and daddy's homes are kind of abusive in theirs entitlement for what they deserve. For example, daily ordinary things, as food in the kitchen. The family model even when includes the children in the buying ritual at supermarkets gives the impression that prices is not for your business and your father will pay for you, so they have the "just buy for my consumption" mentality, and then, the young guys simple come and eat everything because its normal getting things for free and demanding things for free, capitalist woman are even worse with their excuses for not paying the bills like everyone else, "I just forgot my wallet back home, my hero", fuck you capitalist leech, and the boys are even worse because when they are not a fucking financial cancer arousing your money (money spent in food), they will be like babies who don't move anything by themselves and just screws around giving trouble and making you lost time, so again and kind of tired and exhausted, I have enough from my social environment and I simple can't get socially friendly anymore. Because of my posture and thinking, they doesn't get me and accuse me of being stupid, but you know they are worst than friends, and I was like that before, even today I want money from my parents, sometimes I get ashamed of it because at my age and generation the right thing in my social role to do is sending money for them, but still now they are helping themselves out very well, better than me, still now there's no problem in these sense of "your family needs desperately for your help" or the pregnant mother drama situation, but even if when the need to work urges as a imposition of harsh reality im kind of cut-off by banks and the market in general, I think it's they don't want a social thinker in jobs, only lawfully robots with money in their hearts, and to be a teacher (a real job for me) I need a fucked up license, so its the next step, get the license and take care of my business. Having the decency in not sucking anyone by their veins, even when class unconsciously. My parents help me in moments of need, I'm feel happy for had the lucky of have them alive and healthy, but one day they will pass away and I will keep myself alone, even now they can't help me so much, because they are poor, and that is the thing, im not rich or responsable, or a parent for the lazy youngs and vampires full of jealous and desire for consume you until dry. So now I live amongst them, but one day I'll stay in a position to clarify and adjust my family situation and background, but I will never sacrifice myself for the machine, for children or these unconscious money hunters blinded by the opression, it's a moral cruzade for me, I'm not the wrong one and refuse all labels, I'm not wrong doing my life, but I'm searching for more autonomy, sometimes im still with no money in my pockets, sometimes I can collaborate, today with leechs, tomorrow with brothers and sisters, real ones and free others.

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Trying to syntetize Bolsonaro's candidacy. Essayer de synthétiser la candidature de Bolsonaro.

He is getting rising exponentially in all the polls because of leftist polarization in social online groups, giving him time and propaganda, there's no such thing as bad gossip, besides that, in the Brazilian conjecture of an conservative nation, we all live amongst almost basically Christians for profits and rightwing mainstream media zombies. it is almost a parody, etc. Maybe the third way will be a celebrity... Dr. Rey? Oh hell no. People in power. Poor are the rulers. They need to be the rulers, but in reality they are all slaves, just like myself, who is constantly obliged to work and have my life sucked out from my veins. I'm tired. Bolsonaro represents everything that goes wrong in Brazil. The search of violence for vengeance (against the poor, as always). Bolsonaro represents all this. An extreme right with guns and religious speech, which considers legitimate to impose it's values ​​against the others, because minorities must remain silent and the majority are always right (inverted populism). It is not an economic project of a nation. It is not a project of decent jobs with fair wages. We do not talk about distribution of wealth. Bolsonaro is also a military man, and in this way there is a nationalist and xenophobic discourse at his side, in the same reproduction that said others steal the jobs of the Brazilians, when in fact the economic crisis was global, and austerity had already been imposed by the legitimate government of the PT (Workers' Party), which had for its governability a coalition with the PMDB (party of the democratic movement of Brazil), reminding that it is a party of it's origin in the Brazilian military dictatorship itself. That is, the nationalist discourse always gains force in economic crises and the culprit is always the current government, which allowed the coup and what today maintains figures like Bolsonaro while possible candidacy for a government that will bring Brazil back on track. It is the same speech of the Italian fascism. Brazil is one of the most violent countries in Latin America and now they still want to release the possession of guns in a society with a history of great repression. The war of canudos and the agrarian conflicts, besides the quilombos and indigenous regions are symbols of a society based on violence. And the way out for supporters of any regime is even more control through force and repression. They think "opression" as a positive, masculine, word.

...and they were right. It's all about penises. All about a phallic thing.
Give my gun back, give my virility back. Let's kill the faggots.
The gun prohibition is emasculating me. 

Il se propage exponentiellement dans tous les sondages à cause de la polarisation de gauche dans les groupes sociaux en ligne, lui donnant du temps et de la propagande, il n'y a pas de mauvaises commérages, en plus, dans la conjecture brésilienne d'une nation conservatrice, nous vivons tous au milieu parmi les chrétiens pour les profit et les zombies médiatiques de droite. C'est presque une parodie, etc. Peut-être que la troisième voie sera une célébrité... Dr. Rey? Oh l'enfer non. Les gens au pouvoir. Les pauvres sont les dirigeants. Ils doivent être les gouvernants, mais en réalité, ils sont tous les esclaves, tout comme moi-même, qui est obligé de travailler sans cesse et d'avoir ma vie aspiré de mes veines. Je suis fatigué. Bolsonaro représente tout ce qui va mal au Brésil. La recherche de la violence pour la vengeance (contre les pauvres, comme toujours). Bolsonaro représente tout cela. Une extrême droite avec des fusils et des discours religieux, juge qui légitime d'imposer ses valeurs contre les autres, parce que les minorités doivent garder le silence et la majorité ont toujours raison (populisme inversé). Ce n'est pas un projet économique d'une nation. Ce n'est pas un projet d'emplois décents avec des salaires équitables. Nous ne parlons pas de la distribution de la richesse. Bolsonaro est aussi un militaire, et de cette façon il y a un discours nationaliste et xénophobe à ses côtés, dans la même reproduction que dit les autres voler les emplois des Brésiliens, alors qu'en fait la crise économique était mondiale, et l'austérité avait déjà été imposé par le gouvernement légitime du PT (parti des travailleurs) qui avait pour gouvernabilité la coalition avec le PMDB (parti du Mouvement démocratique du Brésil), rappelle que c'est une partie de son origine dans le dictateur militaire brésilien lui-même. Autrement dit, le discours nationaliste gagne toujours la force dans les crises économiques et le coupable est toujours le gouvernement actuel, ce qui a permis le coup d'Etat et ce qui est aujourd'hui maintient les chiffres comme Bolsonaro alors candidature possible pour un gouvernement qui remettra le Brésil sur la bonne voie. C'est le même discours du fascisme italien. Le Brésil est l'un des pays les plus violents d'Amérique latine et maintenant ils veulent encore libérer la possession des armes à feu dans la société avec une histoire d'une grande répression. La guerre des canudos et des conflits agraires, quilombos et les régions indigènes sont des symboles de la société fondée sur la violence. Et la voie de sortie pour les partisans de tout régime est encore plus de contrôle par la force et la répression. Ils pensent "opression" comme un mot positif, masculin.

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La vérité. The truth. A verdade.

L'idée de vérité est l'idée de disputer un discours. Parce qu'il n'y a pas une seule vérité, mais des récits qui se chevauchent. Toute histoire est racontée d'un seul point de vue, cela peut être économique ou même un point de vue relationnel ou d'un spectateur indifférent. Est-ce que je vois la même chose que la fiancée du suicide dans l'histoire du journal? L'empathie est la demande de compréhension de l'autre, de la vérité de l'autre. Et il y a aussi la notion de la vérité historique. À l'université, cette archéologie des idées est discutée, et les origines sont toujours faites d'autre chose. Il y a ceux qui appellent le coup de 1964 de révolution et ceux qui considèrent president Temer le remède amer mais nécessaire pour rétablir la société du fléau de la gauche et de son absurde programme de droits de l'homme, et celui qui le pense ça est le porte-parole de qui? Pour quoi? Comment pourrait-on être contre ses propres droits ou des droits plus étendu? En raison de la responsabilité fiscale: celle-ci qui est à off-shore!!! Et je pauvre ici, je voulais juste un travail tranquille ou tout revenu, et être laissé en paix sur le marché du travail et loin d'autres requins et fous du système.

The idea of ​​truth is the idea of an dispute. Because there is not a single truth, but narratives that overlap each other. Any story is told from a single point of view, and it can be economic or even a relational or by indifferent viewer's point of view. Do I see the same as the suicide's fiancee in the newspaper story? Empathy is the request for understanding the other, the truth of the other. And it also has the thrust of historical truth. At university, this archeology of ideas is discussed, and origins are always made of something else than mainstream coverage. There are those who call the 1964's coup in Brazil as the Revolution and there are those who consider president Temer the bitter but necessary medicine to restore society from the scourge of the left and it's agenda of absurd human rights, and whoever thinks so is spokesman for whom, for what? How could anyone be against their own rights or broader rights? Because of fiscal responsibility, they said: this one that is off-shore!!! And I, poor here, just wanted a quiet job or any income and be left alone in peace, far away from the labor market and far from the others sharks and psychos of the system.

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A ideia de verdade é a ideia da disputa. Porque não existe uma única verdade, mas sim narrativas que se sobrepõe. Qualquer história é contada sob um único ponto de vista, podendo ser econômico ou mesmo um ponto de vista relacional ou de espectador indiferente. Vejo o mesmo que a noiva do suicida na matéria do jornal? Empatia é o pedido por entender o outro, a verdade do outro. E tem também o lance da verdade histórica. Na universidade é discutida essa arqueologia das ideias e as origens sempre sao feitas de outra coisa. Ha quem chame o golpe de 1964 de revolução e há quem considere Temer o remédio amargo, porém necessário, para restaurar a sociedade da escória da esquerda e sua agenda de absurdos direitos humanos, e quem pensa assim é porta voz de quem, para que? Como alguém poderia ser contrário aos proprios direitos ou a direitos mais abrangentes? Por causa da responsabilidade fiscal: essa dos off shores!!! E eu pobre aqui, só queria um emprego tranquilo ou qualquer renda e ser deixado em paz do mercado de trabalho e demais tubarões e zuretas do sistema.

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About moral anecdotes I hate. Sobre anedotas morais que odeio. A propos d'anecdotes morales que je hais.

About moral anecdotes and collective judgments of everyday life that I hate: that unbearable and repeated story a million times about Joseph who was an example to be followed by being rich but humble. There is always great emphasis on the counterpoint, something that is even said in solemn form, an order to rethink your deeds, 'cause Joseph, "was somebody who you gave nothing to", for his simplicity, but now he taught you a lesson on appearances, because he is in reality very rich. You see, at no time does anyone shout "guillotine at the rich", the rich are our heroes and respected examples. A life lesson in appearances and humility, as if my generation had never seen an advertising hamburger McDonalds and the real product itself. Ideal and real. It is obvious that they are different and that the image is only a spectral representation of another image, so earthy and artificial, as, in short, this story is a bullshit and, besides that, it would not also fair have the right to the same compassion and even the right to the same protagonism, "the John, the poor, but proud" one? Why does "The poor but proud John" not also have a popular anecdote as the other, for even more psychological torture against me? In fact they could put both in a gladiatorial fight to death and crucifixion, as they did in Rome, "The rich but humble Joseph" versus "The poor but proud John".

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Sobre anedotas morais e julgamentos coletivos do cotidiano que eu odeio: aquela história insuportável e repetida um milhão de vezes sobre José que era um exemplo a ser seguido por ser rico, porém humilde. Há sempre grande ênfase no contraponto, algo que é dito até mesmo em formato solene, uma ordem para repensar seus atos, pois José, "era alguém que você não dava nada", pela simplicidade, mas agora ele te ensinou uma lição sobre aparências, porque ele é rico. Veja bem, em nenhum momento alguém grita "guilhotina nos ricos", os ricos são nossos heróis e exemplos respeitados. Uma lição de vida sobre aparências e humildade, como se a minha geração nunca tivesse visto um hambúrguer publicitário do mcdonalds e o produto real. Ideal e real. É óbvio que são diferentes e que a imagem é apenas representação espectral de uma outra imagem, tão terrena e artificial quanto, enfim, essa história é uma droga e, além disso, não teria também direito à mesma compaixão e até direito a um local de fala, o jamais escutado, João que é pobre, porém soberbo? Por que João pobre porém soberbo não tem também uma historieta popular para ainda mais tortura psicológica? Aliás poderiam pôr ambos em uma luta de gladiadores até a morte e crucificação, como faziam em roma, José rico porém humilde vs João pobre mas soberbo.

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A propos d'anecdotes morales et de jugements collectifs de la vie quotidienne que je hais: cette histoire insupportable et répétée mille fois sur Joseph qui fut un exemple à suivre en étant riche;. Il y a toujours une grande emphase sur le contrepoint, quelque chose qui est même dit sous forme solennelle, un ordre pour repenser vos actions, parce que Joseph était quelqu'un à qui vous n'avez donné rien, pour sa simplicité, mais maintenant il vous a donné une leçon de la vie, leçon sur les apparences, parce qu'il est en réalité très riche, mais humble. Vous voyez, à aucun moment quelqu'un ne crie guillotine aux riches, les riches sont nos héros et nos respectés exemples morales. Une leçon de vie dans les apparences et l'humilité, comme si ma génération n'avait vu la publicité de mcdonald burger et le vrai produit lui-même. Idéal et réel. Il est évident qu'ils sont différents et que l'image n'est qu'une représentation spectrale d'une autre image, tellement terrestre et artificiel, car, en somme, cette histoire est une connerie et, en plus de cela, elle n'aurait pas le droit à la même compassion et même le droit au même protagonisme, le Jean pauvre mais fier? Pourquoi le Jean pauvre mais fier n'a-t-il pas aussi une anecdote populaire comme l'autre, pour encore plus de torture psychologique contre moi? En fait, ils pouvaient mettre les deux dans un combat de gladiateurs à la mort et à la crucifixion, comme ils l'ont fait à Rome, "Jean pauvre mais fier" contre "Joseph, le riche mais humble".

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Past and present, man, woman and cannabis.

Sometimes I think what I am today is a desesperated expression for what I was in the past. Everyone's judge my present decisions but what I want it more is to have neither a decision, only chances and curiosity, as we had it when in child form... I am compassionated by animals because of that, at least their past don't prejudice their whole life, and even when the past arises is never with ressentment, my baby cat, a glorius grey mother, when in my contact, after being adopted by a friend of mine, come running to me, knowing me, making her own voice (that we called it as grounings, in our own pedestal of sounds of course), and what I mean is they are all conscious, with past and present, but their past is irrelevant in some ways, while many of us are living forever in and striving no change out from our pasts. In my teenager years the feminine side of me, my mother, was excruciated, so the truth changed for me, all of them are liars, woman are not bad, I am not a man, I hate the man. My father becomes the father figure or the opressive system against myself and my intuition for what is right or wrong, so since then I get my own considerations for what is right and no man will or can control me in that, so I was definitely crazy, like a mk ultra agent, totally fucked up for ideology, anyone's sees that? So after years, basically now in my 30's (Im 27yold) I make peace with myself, in the sense that I respect my feminine side and i think the masculine statuses are not so evilship anymore, even understanding how the patriarchy is actually a Real and nightmarishly ideology still running inside the machine, one of his favorite apps, the system, other of his apps is economic war and latin america exploitation, his energy comes from that, so I think even knowing how masculine opressive ideology is real, I kind of can't care for anything of that and I really love man and woman, and theres no ideology to apart me from that, i will never be anymore in monogamy, because is a lie to divide and conquer ours values. Is part of the propaganda, they call it """natural""""", so natural.... Super natural.... The only natural thing we have in brazil is our land being burned for Monsanto soy dream and prohibited cannabis.

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Please make a donation. I live in the third world and to continue any work, writing and artistic production, videos or images, I need your financial engagement to not end up in one of the mass exploitation factories of the Brazilian market dictatorship. Please!!!!! Any value counts, 50 reais (12,5 $) is little out there but it makes a big difference here.

Em moeda €€€ EURO:

Em moeda $$$ DOLLAR:

Em moeda nacional R$:

Conta corrente:

Ag: 8351

cc: 15578-6

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Mes motivations, vive la liberté!