domingo, 27 de agosto de 2017

Thinking about ideals and projections

Within the ancients guys we get the "ideal" as something to relate and fight for. The ideal is the sun himself brightening our way. The god, the mythological power, the search for youth is all about some ideal or projection in total reference and contradiction with our own reality (death). A thunder and rain God to help us deal with our meaningless, powerless, -jobless lifes (work is for slaves in ancient greece, fellow comrades). Nature herself is projected by us as a deity, as some gaia hippie thing, sometimes even with human form or face. Unanimously the water is the sole reality, the stars are reality, and humans are part of that, maybe moon controls the water percentage of our bodies, as moon alter the whole sea. Not humans with magic or beliefs. Besides that, in specific instances humans and reality are the same: water flowing and floating in restricted spaces (us - the animal kingdom) or in the space itself (earth and so on). So, the point is reality, projections, purpose and ourselves. The ideals are not reality. Reality is itself alive and free from the human categories. The sun as my father, who will end up killed and mutilated in some holiday, to rebirth as dolphin-hawk only to restore the order for once and answer all the callings for moral questions, is nothing more then an ideal. It's not reality. Sorry if this offended someone. Jedi religion is bullshit. Neonazi is bullshit (how can be neo if firstly they're not even nazis). Unless we get some LSD and the dolphin, etc and of course. So, it's always kind of normal know when the propaganda is showing us its ideals, not my ideals, not my mental purposes, because propaganda has its own values. People nowadays are now confused because the people and stories by propaganda (in these case I am referring at capitalism ads) are creepy close to reality, in some patronized way, but everyone who works in television or cinema can practically say propaganda reality is full of promises on its surface, being empty as a fucking outdoor inside. They sell stupid lies for ""recreational time""" of our families. Mental junkie food. The ideal now is a lie, and the means of production of the propaganda reality is now far away from the common sense. The average guys think cinema is kind of portraying a camera, and they are right, if only they knew all about it. They need white middle class heroes, they need something to relate for, not for themselves, always in denial, even if the reality is the pure contradiction of these capitalism believes and fake values. Today the ideals and projections are considered as the whole purpose of reality and our lives necessarily needs to be more and more close to the delusional propaganda. As marriage movie shit. In that sense many people start to imitate some television celebrities, in other words a brainwash copying mechanism in action. It's our friends, families, even myself. If we, as corporal existence or reality's voyuer do not feel represented by the new ideals, icons and cultural leadership, we should so not feel as a frustrated person, but as some down to earth persona. Thank you. Everything is a lie, and this game is a joke. All the ideals will be smashed by workers, farmers, and bots one day. Is not the communist and the capitalism reprogramming a projection too? The reality relies on cultural schemes made of believes and mutual agreements or even by digital contracts. Or society still makes sense or is in one brick away from total collapse? 


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quinta-feira, 24 de agosto de 2017

Writing some poetry and others statements.


The urge to write. Normal day. Brendan awkwardly finds out Dany is still angy against him. He doesn't know why. It's because Brendan now lives (still lives) with her ex-boyfriend Daniel. Brendan himself was her boyfriend too. She makes angry commentaires and try to moral menace Brendan. She hates how Brendan and Daniel can live without her problems and paranoia. Why she thinks on that? Why she just can't let the people live their lives in their own ways. "I will expose them! Two gays in the closet". Who is she to think in doing that, in expose someone? It's just wrong. You can't live exposing everyone just for your and only yours personal issues and selfish behavior. I never was in closet. I'm a assexual guy, kind of depraved, pervert, but still assexual. My sexuality is completely linked to my obsession about sex and prostitution. I can't be a prostitué myself, but I should. Sometimes I fake it. For the gas money. I'm hot, but as a professional I'll be a failure and a mistake, because im not that hot, I think. I can't be a prostitute for living. Some people are. Instead of that I can work in a brothel, in cassinos... It's my dream actually. Flying to some cassino-land. Living a life full of lights, drugs and prostitution, but with money. And money, talking about the money, honey. I always thinking about all the money I spent with sex and alcohol. Today I'll be living fuck as rich if I was invested that shit in these past years. Now I have no money for nothing, just for paying the rent e surviving. Fuck it. Should someone save me for this sinking ship? Where is the international perverted society for financial suppport of alternative and against mainstream projects? I need money for some posters. In brazil cannabis is illegal. You have my hint. So give me a try.


go for a beer young boy, you deserve it.

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sábado, 19 de agosto de 2017

The whole point of freedom of choice and addiction

I personally don't believe in addictions, in addicts, in government solutions for crime and drug control, etc. In other words, all this open questions are all of them some sort of scam, a fraud, their schemes are all for money laundering or imprisonment. It's not a vanguard insight to say that, everyone knows that. You take their pro-profit clinics for rehab, rehabilitation, etc, it's a fraud, they simple retire, sometimes by force, a person from his past habits and insert him in other circunstance, its just a sociological thing. Addiction suppose that a person lost his power to do any choice for his own sake. Freedom of choice is the whole point. The vote, the right to vote, our personal will, it's all linked to the ideia of will. Sometimes even with the notion of virtù. How can I lost my free will by some creepy state regulation? Or some abstraction, as crime or psychologycal dependence. Am i being clear? The governmen leaves some group of people by themselves (as the liberaltards wants) and when they can even eat (because all the trees are cut and supermarkets are expensive and even more people are jobless in the post economic crisis society), the state still keep themself far away from any public social care. The political parties are the same. All the big schemes of drug trafficking have connexions in politics. Talking about the Brazilian reality. And the churches have their way to the money too, they are all for money laundering and maintenance of status quo or for personal opression of thinking by some horrible ideology of violence, born from normative rules. And the whole point is: addiction does not exist. I can't be a drunk without buying drinks or beer. Cost money. Addiction does not exist in scarcity. Cost money, time and some bottles to be a drunk. It's not easy. Society creates her own problems and categories, classification, and some of these adjectives are used for political and cultural control, or even to approve some laws against specifics groups. So I'll only be an addict if I enlist through myself some corporal movements, appearance, habits. Cannabis for instance, what define who is the called recreational user and who is the drug dealer? Its really important this différence? In brazil its a racist statement, when the recreational user is the white one, of course. And all this is bullshit. Some cops are in general poor or middle class. Mindset fucktarded. The civilized and educated cops are in the good neighborhoods. Im kind of impressed how people can really believe in government bullshit rethoric, when they say "its science" or "its scientific statement" when all the lies are cleary by politic issues. I mean, emprisonnent, mass encarceration its a fraud. We have choice, but sometimes we don't understand or see these choices because the system, the """free""" market, the big government not necessarily keep the rights clear or explain all the things someone could do with the right information. It's clearly censorship and information control to keep all workers in the literal hell. If I don't need a gun, or crack, will someone will need it? Yes, because social causes. My correct response: just rethoric. I don't believe in addiction. I  only believe in sociological causes and consequences of misery.



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Lies and sex (do not open, graphic image!!!!). 18 +.

I'm always trying to be honest about lies. Today it's better without them, but in some ways not be confronted with the truth is like living in the shadow of the same light. I'm not being confronted about smoking weed or making polygamous sex, but if I'll it can be a lie, because for some people I actually don't do anything. Because if I said the truth, they will try to ruin myself. I can't confide any reality with people who are inserted in the fake reality and in the fake values, with all brainwashed ones. They are the danger. In the first opportunity they will stab me from behind. And this is not something I don't know or I can't talk about. Only saying the truth. They're fascists. They think anyone with deviant sexuality is not a default, but a crime. Sometimes the lie is the other situation, like not to smoke weed. Covering up your eyes, with shades, to truthly lying. My dick for hypocrisy. And for lovers too.

Sorry for the dick pic folks.


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quinta-feira, 17 de agosto de 2017

Taking action! Unite and resist against all forms of control and suppression of our individual-collective freedom

SAY NO TO MAINSTREAM LIES
AND ALCOHOL GUYS

Well, I just decided that I'm going to only write in this form because in my native language, the brazilian portuguese, everytime I write something different or not exactly linked with the mainstream discourse I get discouraged and they get offensive, etc and so on. I mean, my purpose is create something about my life in the mid of the worst economic crisis in Brazil. Im trying to help myself and others, but always when we get a piece of newspaper, or read something online, the comments session in Brazil is far beyond fascists. The brazilians in general approve death penalty, mass imprisonment of youth, the prohibition of cannabis, they approve vengeance and crimes of honor, as someone feels like being dishonor and then the crazy one simple kills the relative one because some old school idea about shame or values, so Im living around these crazies with crazy morals, where hate and violence is in many ways or in many general "average joe mindset" something to strive for. Being the powerful one, the master of violence are the values for living, doesn't really matter if they want to be part of the bourgeois police or become king of drug dealing, or even prostitutes and organized pop funk music scene, its power that counts. "Baile de Favela" (Party in favela) its a famous song right now. I mean, its kind of obviously the music industry is for money laundry, as the churches and gas stations. This is my country. Im afraid of expose my own thoughts because people in general will threat me in awkward to not say dangerous and disrespectful words or actions. In today's government we can even being charged with ''crimes'' for rise up against some injustices. I know some leftists who will be charge in the first opportunity as terrorists ou some organized group. In other direction, we have all the right wing parties and so called social organized people who will receive unspeakable amounts of money by the post-impeachment new rethoric of power. MBL (Free Brazil Movement) is a financed group of young (politicians who are not policians, but well disposed activists) without actual formal education, they're responsable for spreading alternative news and independent speeches (even if these so called political-neutral speech are all right wing rethoric), so I'm living in this mess, and need your help, to stay aware and fully capable of write my own perceptions, with or without censorship, even if these censorship is propaganda based or by social network pressure. Being on internet makes possible beg for financial support to resistence against the standardized mainstream media, because in my own country people like me does not get government support. Im not punk or hippie, I am a normal working class guy. I am not crazy. I am not delusional. I'm not wrong. They're all against human rights, I'm feel devasted because im kind of hoping for the best and my society is corrupt as a whole. I am corrupt sometimes, I drink, make sex and commit errors.


What you can buy INSTEAD OF 0.5L of vodka. 3 apples, 400g meat, 2kg potatoes, 2kg bread, 1L milk, onions, pepper,salt
Ce que vous pouvez acheter EN LIEU DE 0.5L de vodka. 3 pommes, 400 g de viande, 2 kg de pommes de terre, 2 kg de pain, 1 litre de lait, oignons, poivre, sel


But its not me who is wrong. I'm just hoping for a better society, and my only possibility is at least saying no forever to the lies and scream out and loud for freedom of living with my own means and against all the moral coersion, against fake austerity measures, against unemployment, against all kinds of symbolic, psychological and physical violence. In Brazil $15 counts a lot. We live in general scarcity so $15 helps a lot to maintain some projects or demand new ones. Send me some project. At least I'm trying to be sincere about my reality. Sorry for the broken english and help.

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quarta-feira, 16 de agosto de 2017

What I think about the actual goverment in Brazil (2016 - 2017)


PMDB out, future party MDB out, we already know that they will return the roots of bipartisan dictatorship. In short, they were the lackeys of exploratory capitalism of natural wealth, where they suck (our respectful vampires) everything from the richest nation in South America, and at the same time any little distribution for the population, in the value of symbolic financial aids, is the object of scorn and counter propaganda or even considered a sin by the so-called liberal economists, but liberalism is in favor of freedom and in a democracy one can not pretend that everyone has the same access and STRUCTURAL conditions of correct development (personal). Does the structure allow the emancipation of the subjects in a society based on financial Exchange as the superstructure disseminate in the medias? How many free and quality leisure spaces are offered to the population? How many free options for personal development and social achievement actually exist and are well publicized? Meanwhile the PDMB, future MDB, lives on dreams of wealth, with paid suits and hearty meals, prostitutes and weekly parties, with teens like Kim and Holiday earning far more money than hardworking families that are with no clue why they remain so poor, money earned In exchange for the spread of lies to keep the brazilian average joe imprisoned in underpaid and underpaid jobs; And the PSDB voted not to vote and at most to support (in exchange for political office in the government) the new political organization of the nation: an organization that has always been in power and has been in command of the congress ever since.


"We're without money" - Carlos Latuff (brazilian letf-wing cartoonist)


Fora PMDB no poder, fora futuro mdb, já sabemos que vão retornar as raízes da ditadura bipartidarista. Enfim, fora lacaios do capitalismo exploratório das riquezas naturais, onde sugam tudo (nossos respeitáveis vampiros) da nação mais rica da américa do sul e ao mesmo tempo qualquer pouca distribuição mínima para a população, no valor de esmolas simbólicas, é alvo de escarnário e propaganda contrária ou mesmo considerado pecado pelos economistas ditos liberais, mas o liberalismo é a favor da liberdade e em uma democracia não se pode fingir que todos tem o mesmo acesso e condições ESTRUTURAIS do correto desenvolvimento. A estrutura permite a emancipação dos sujeitos em uma sociedade baseada na troca financeira como a superestrutura propaga nas mídias? Quantos espaços de lazer, gratuitos e de qualidade são ofertados para a população? Quantas opções gratuitas de fomento e capacitação pessoal realmente existem e são bem divulgadas? Enquanto isso o PDMB, futuro MDB, vive sonhos de riqueza, com ternos pagos e refeições fartas, prostitutas e festas semanais, com adolescentes como kim e holiday ganhando muito mais dinheiro que pais de família sem nenhuma pista do porque continuam tão pobres, dinheiro ganho em troca de propagação de mentiras para manter o average joe brasileiro aprisionado em empregos subalternos e mal remunerados; e o PSDB votou por não votar e no máximo apoiar (em troca de ministérios) a nova organização política da nação: organização que sempre esteve no poder e que comandava o congresso desde sempre.

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sexta-feira, 4 de agosto de 2017

Poem about Society

Intense is the society whose hypocrisy wears the truth of it's naked moralism,
where we are consumed, divided, from conflict into conflict,
in search of a meaning, of living, or 
even more, awake escapism. Just to feel that in the end of the wheel
we are more than one (dying without will).
Alone, I am a road without paths,
still lost in the smiles of each new love of my past.
sometimes alone, I am lost in death.Love who betrayed meLove who delayed meI feel love for long it last,
Love who hurried returns, but afraid of what?
And why so hurried? Will I need to wait?
It's a ghost, it's a trap, or it's only another

assesment test.

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