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sábado, 18 de novembro de 2017

Trying to syntetize Bolsonaro's candidacy. Essayer de synthétiser la candidature de Bolsonaro.

He is getting rising exponentially in all the polls because of leftist polarization in social online groups, giving him time and propaganda, there's no such thing as bad gossip, besides that, in the Brazilian conjecture of an conservative nation, we all live amongst almost basically Christians for profits and rightwing mainstream media zombies. it is almost a parody, etc. Maybe the third way will be a celebrity... Dr. Rey? Oh hell no. People in power. Poor are the rulers. They need to be the rulers, but in reality they are all slaves, just like myself, who is constantly obliged to work and have my life sucked out from my veins. I'm tired. Bolsonaro represents everything that goes wrong in Brazil. The search of violence for vengeance (against the poor, as always). Bolsonaro represents all this. An extreme right with guns and religious speech, which considers legitimate to impose it's values ​​against the others, because minorities must remain silent and the majority are always right (inverted populism). It is not an economic project of a nation. It is not a project of decent jobs with fair wages. We do not talk about distribution of wealth. Bolsonaro is also a military man, and in this way there is a nationalist and xenophobic discourse at his side, in the same reproduction that said others steal the jobs of the Brazilians, when in fact the economic crisis was global, and austerity had already been imposed by the legitimate government of the PT (Workers' Party), which had for its governability a coalition with the PMDB (party of the democratic movement of Brazil), reminding that it is a party of it's origin in the Brazilian military dictatorship itself. That is, the nationalist discourse always gains force in economic crises and the culprit is always the current government, which allowed the coup and what today maintains figures like Bolsonaro while possible candidacy for a government that will bring Brazil back on track. It is the same speech of the Italian fascism. Brazil is one of the most violent countries in Latin America and now they still want to release the possession of guns in a society with a history of great repression. The war of canudos and the agrarian conflicts, besides the quilombos and indigenous regions are symbols of a society based on violence. And the way out for supporters of any regime is even more control through force and repression. They think "opression" as a positive, masculine, word.


...and they were right. It's all about penises. All about a phallic thing.
Give my gun back, give my virility back. Let's kill the faggots.
The gun prohibition is emasculating me. 

Il se propage exponentiellement dans tous les sondages à cause de la polarisation de gauche dans les groupes sociaux en ligne, lui donnant du temps et de la propagande, il n'y a pas de mauvaises commérages, en plus, dans la conjecture brésilienne d'une nation conservatrice, nous vivons tous au milieu parmi les chrétiens pour les profit et les zombies médiatiques de droite. C'est presque une parodie, etc. Peut-être que la troisième voie sera une célébrité... Dr. Rey? Oh l'enfer non. Les gens au pouvoir. Les pauvres sont les dirigeants. Ils doivent être les gouvernants, mais en réalité, ils sont tous les esclaves, tout comme moi-même, qui est obligé de travailler sans cesse et d'avoir ma vie aspiré de mes veines. Je suis fatigué. Bolsonaro représente tout ce qui va mal au Brésil. La recherche de la violence pour la vengeance (contre les pauvres, comme toujours). Bolsonaro représente tout cela. Une extrême droite avec des fusils et des discours religieux, juge qui légitime d'imposer ses valeurs contre les autres, parce que les minorités doivent garder le silence et la majorité ont toujours raison (populisme inversé). Ce n'est pas un projet économique d'une nation. Ce n'est pas un projet d'emplois décents avec des salaires équitables. Nous ne parlons pas de la distribution de la richesse. Bolsonaro est aussi un militaire, et de cette façon il y a un discours nationaliste et xénophobe à ses côtés, dans la même reproduction que dit les autres voler les emplois des Brésiliens, alors qu'en fait la crise économique était mondiale, et l'austérité avait déjà été imposé par le gouvernement légitime du PT (parti des travailleurs) qui avait pour gouvernabilité la coalition avec le PMDB (parti du Mouvement démocratique du Brésil), rappelle que c'est une partie de son origine dans le dictateur militaire brésilien lui-même. Autrement dit, le discours nationaliste gagne toujours la force dans les crises économiques et le coupable est toujours le gouvernement actuel, ce qui a permis le coup d'Etat et ce qui est aujourd'hui maintient les chiffres comme Bolsonaro alors candidature possible pour un gouvernement qui remettra le Brésil sur la bonne voie. C'est le même discours du fascisme italien. Le Brésil est l'un des pays les plus violents d'Amérique latine et maintenant ils veulent encore libérer la possession des armes à feu dans la société avec une histoire d'une grande répression. La guerre des canudos et des conflits agraires, quilombos et les régions indigènes sont des symboles de la société fondée sur la violence. Et la voie de sortie pour les partisans de tout régime est encore plus de contrôle par la force et la répression. Ils pensent "opression" comme un mot positif, masculin.


go for a beer young boy, you deserve it.



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Mes motivations, vive la liberté!

sexta-feira, 21 de julho de 2017

I want more imagination.

I wanted so much to be young again and have imaginations, illusions, dreams about everything and having doubts too. I still have my personal doubts, but some dreams died with time and maturity. These days a colleague, friend of a friend, asked me about my opinion regarding the capitalist market. Of course there were the jokes about the market chains of the state in which I live, but I tried to maintain the seriousness and neutrality, not to enter the politics and not to complain all the night. I try my best. Even so, it's difficult to say or reveal any concrete information about the reality of national market. I am not a economist. And economists are liars. I have no doubt we were sold. I have no doubt that each region has very particular systems or market plans. It's not a wonder that in Sao Paulo we see practically only the service sector and in Mato Grosso we see people studying for agronomy and/or animal husbandry. People do not ask themselves about their place in the market because they do not yet have the experience to define what type of market they will try to integrate and even in relation to diverse and personal entrepreneurships there is much to think about and being young enables then to imagine almost everything. They idealize graduation, idealize their lives after college, but do not look at the system as a whole. For a moment they charge themselves for notes and other issues that are nothing more then artificial paradises. Life as a student is a bit better because our food is subsidized, we have access to services such as exercises, and even information that only exists within and inside the institutions themselves. For young people there are no issues to be raised and the existing issues remain at the weekend parties and constant emotional problems, internal crises that I also have, but by age I can hardly demonstrate, since suffering requires time and time requires resources. And I don't have time or money to suffer actually. I will love to have time for suffering in the couch or in my bedroom, but the landlord will not understand my feelings. Young people hardly know how to afford a life and many have their rent paid since ever. What to expect from someone with 18 years old, full of dreams, projections and lots of imagination? They imagine everything, imagine a fantastic economy, imagine a simple political system, imagine words emptied of content. What is Brazilian democracy in the head of a high school student? About the party currently in power, that party of millionaires, the casa grande people, whose children have had real estate since birth, Michelzinho Temer, the president's son, already has more than one million in properties. He must have an polyglot education. For the rest of the population they (the rich fellow devils) serve that mediated and poorly translated information. I wish I had different imaginations, I would think about meritocracy, I would think of ideal jobs that do not fit reality, recorded images of false scenarios, films and novels with completely fictitious situations. I do not feel anything else, I wish I could imagine spirits and religions, I really wish I could imagine building an ideal family. I can't. I can't. I can't. I refuse. It's a lie. The ideal of marriage. All empty advertising. I can no longer connect the absence of meaning, since the meaning is not mine, but it is a sense given collectively and my collective values ​​are others. Long live the collective, but my notion of collective form is an enlightened and aware of its rights and social injustice perpetuated by the favorite rulers. How can these young people be aware of injustice and economic inequality and at the same time consider the idea of ​​merit as valid? Where's the questioning? I am accused of being contradictory, but they imagine/see a contradiction only because we speak different languages. There is no contradiction or there is only contradictions in these inequal world and word. The sexist man imagines situations and organizes his own inner world without taking into account that women have the right to have a different experience from the experience that he considers to be the right one (and possible as the conservative view choice). People are giving unreasonable suggestions and unfounded criticism. They do not know what choices you have and even if you assume your choices they will imagine motives that did not even exist in the first place. Is there any self-awareness at age 18? The impulsivity, the will to eat everything and eat it all, to consume incessantly everything that is possible, to put everything in the mouth, as the babies does, are symptoms of our humanity, but after all the burning we have something left? Behind the ad banner there is only empty meaning or open meaning. And on the ad I see the ideas outdated lined by the escape of boredom. Capitalism is boredom and repetead simulation of our own lives. I am too old to imagine what young people imagine, today I live with what exists and with what is possible. Every possibility is an additional knowledge acquired at great personal, sentimental and even financial costs. Going and coming depends on access and some access are paid. Who makes the information available? Who is the information bridge for the others? And the others, are open for that information? I do not think so. Because young people do not see reality as it is, but they see a spectrum of their own desires. I'm out of it.


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sexta-feira, 14 de abril de 2017

The censorship in Brazil and thought organization. Censura no Brasil e organização do pensamento - La censure au Brésil et à l'organisation de la pensée

In Brazil we live with a media called democratic and free of political direction. The system in Brazil is considered liberal and centered, although it focuses on many guidelines common to a right-wing government. The Brazilian media, as well as all the other information mechanisms, transmitters and vehicles of great circulation do not serve the common population, on the contrary, they daily carry out an extensive work of imposing a single dominant morality and common-sense ideology. Many of the programs considered informative serve only for the purpose of distraction. There is no denunciatory media in Brazil today that in fact supports itself in the same proportion of the great corporate media. Ideally and critically seeking youth are largely excluded from the publishing job market, while celebrities serve the purposes of official publicity. There is no serious criticism of the functioning of the Brazilian system and a large part of the population remains in misery. The school in Brazil is pre-empted and teachers can not try to clarify them about labor market rules or even about the political situation because they may face repression or even imprisonment. The media is the spokesperson for the positive marketing discourse of a corrupt government where all ministers are accused of serious crimes and any position against the mainstream media is ostracized by the lack of resources of a country that is mostly poor and whose political elite prefers to criminalize the youth of the periphery than to think of measures of public and gratuitous education. There is imposition of the world market, this of course, since after the coup, the national market was practically sold in the public square. These questions require further study, since each topic is still a question in conclusion. For me, I am a young Brazilian and I am not part of any elite, being in fact very poor, and it has been difficult. I do not get any jobs anywhere, my higher education course is not one of the best placed courses in the private job market and it is not as if the possibility of teaching is the one that has the best pay option in the country of misery wage. I do not think of master degree because of a lack of an adequate project, but if I could dedicate myself more, it would be possible to conceive of some creation in this sense (academic). Even so, being a young person, with or without higher education in Brazil today is a challenge. We live, according to the formal media, the biggest recession in Brazilian history and the jobs that existed in the largest metropole in the country, the capital of Sao Paulo, where I grew up, concentrated basically on low-paid telecommmuting jobs, restaurants sector or real estate sales) , without a signed contract. With the labor reform the contracts became more flexible and our wages even lower. The previous generation was luckier with the market, finding positions and careers, but now it's like we're in a social vacuum because we're not young like the younger generation born in the mid-2000s and we do not have room as the a generation born in 1980. This parallel also refers to the issue of media censorship, because all these issues (labor, unemployment, violence) are never discussed in open television and any spokesperson hired by the government or any advertising agencies paied by the government always reproduce conservative, punitive lines or speeches that do not represent the portion of specialists or the population affected by the theme, identity groups without voice. Corporate media does not give room for doctors, masters or university graduates, but it allows untrained sensacionalists to discuss issues of relevance. Abortion in Brazil is not a topic of social and medical discussion, but a theme of police station and religious groups. And since the school day, the program content is censored in whole, teachers need to follow orders and not their free conscience, sometimes they are forced to reproduce historical untruths and never talk about controversies. The main magazines have the same opinion, but as if they were different opinions, as well as a soda that has various colors and flavors, but in the end is the same product that comes from the same company. This is our thinking, in Brazil those who think are laughable and the rest of the population only reproduces what the media has imposed on us. The thinking is standardized, to the point that you distrust even some conspiracy. Every year the same themes are recycled. At some point in the year they produced the discussion of abortion, but without any attempt at enlightenment, no exposition of dissenting thoughts, no further expansion of it, just imposition of the present power and discours. We are almost products of an industry, I just do not see my slaughterhouse or the logic of my production. Am I a mistake or another serial number? Am I a group so where mine group are? Why can not I join? I WANT FREEDOM, NOT JUST FOR ME!!!!!! In this country the system will put me to work in underpaid jobs, and retirement is only possible after 49 years of contribution... Image what it is to contribute 49 years in factories of the third world WITHOUT WORKERS RIGHTS. This is my life. And while the machine engulfs everyone at the same time, the people around me only discuss the next season of tv shows and just exclud any thought on social reintegration measures or models of gratuity (transportation, leisure, food). People here support unique thinking models. The right-wing ones. The media do not inform, on the contrary, commercial launches to deceive us all, the unarmed civilians. Besides being impotent, we are also blindfolded. Even more left-leaning political discussion is distorted and pernicious. In general and in plain language, all of the left in Brazil hate the cuban blogger, because they consider her a traitor to the Cuban revolution, but none of them stopped to listen to the girl's critics in the Brazilian program Roda Viva, which by far was one of the most interesting which I have already seen, since this interview allows the more aware spectator to have a small idea of ​​the distortion of Brazilian journalism today, who became deaf and blind in the interview, feigning indignation, astonishment, and even surprise by censorship and social manipulation practices which are even more widespread around here in the corporate media paradise. In this country people are still violent and ill-mannered, so you can not discuss anything that all lead to some intimate questioning of the senseless inner truths, and they can beat you or worse simply because they disagree with you. What they advocate is usually the same opinion of local television programs. Art is systematically ignored, not disseminated, it does not receive resources. Street performers are persecuted by the police, etc. The artist's life here is worse than in La Bohème. Except for the bourgeois class, who is already born in a cradle of gold, nowadays cradle of euros, then it is not possible to do very wrong if you are gaining some pension, being born with apartment, avoiding violence inside a car, traveling out in the vacations and of course this all opens up better doors, more interesting contacts, more promising careers while the rest kill themselves for a salary of $287 dollars! (R$900 reais).

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No Brasil vivemos uma mídia dita democrática e isenta de direcionamento político. O sistema no Brasil se considera centro liberal, apesar de se concentrar em muitas pautas comuns a um governo da direita. A mídia brasileira e bem como todos os outros mecanismos de informação, transmissores e veículos de grande circulação não servem à população comum, ao contrário, realizam diariamente um extenso trabalho de imposição de uma única moral dominante e ideologia de senso comum. Boa parte dos programas considerados informativos servem apenas a propósitos de distração. Não há hoje no Brasil mídia denunciativa que de fato se sustente na mesma proporção da grande mídia corporativa. Jovens com ideais e que buscam a crítica são majoritariamente excluídos do mercado de trabalho editorial, enquanto celebridades servem aos propósitos da publicidade oficial. Não há crítica séria ao funcionamento do sistema brasileiro e grande parte da população permanece em miséria. A escola no Brasil é precrizada e os professores não podem tentar esclarece-los sobre as regras do mercado de trabalho ou mesmo sobre a situação política porque podem sofrer repressões ou até mesmo prisão. A mídia é a porta voz do discurso positivo de um governo corrupto, onde todos os ministros são acusados de crimes graves e qualquer posicionamento contrário a grande mídia é ostracizado pela falta de recursos de um país que é majoritariamente pobre e cuja elite política prefere criminalizar ainda mais a juventude da periferia que pensar medidas de educação pública e gratuíta. Há imposição do mercado mundial, isso é claro, uma vez que após o golpe, o mercado nacional foi praticamente vendido em praça pública. Essas questões exigem maior aprofundamento, pois cada tópico é um questionamento ainda em conclusão. Para mim que sou um jovem brasileiro e não faço parte de elite alguma, sendo na verdade muito pobre, tem sido difícil. Não consigo emprego algum em lugar nenhum, meu curso de formação superior não é um dos cursos mais bem colocados no mercado de trabalho privado e não é como se a possibilidade da docência fosse aquela que tem melhor remuneração. Não penso em mestrado em razão de falta de um projeto adequado, mas se pudesse me dedicar mais talvez fosse possível conceber alguma criação nesse sentido (acadêmico). Mesmo assim ser um jovem, com ou sem ensino superior no Brasil de hoje é um desafio. Vivemos, segundo a mídia formal a maior recessão da história brasileira e os empregos que existiam na maior metropole do país, a capital de são paulo, onde cresci, se concentravam basicamente em trabalhos de telemarketing mal remunerados, restaurantes ou venda de imóveis (bolha imobiliária) sem carteira assinada. Com a reforma trabalhista os contratos se tornaram mais flexiveis e nossos salários ainda mais baixos. A geração anterior teve mais sorte em relação ao mercado, encontrando posições e carreiras, mas agora é como se estivessemos em um vácuo social, porque não somos jovens como a geração mais jovem nascida em meados dos anos 2000 e não temos espaço no mercado concorrido da geração nascida em 1980. Esse grande paralelo também se refere a questão da censura midiática, porque todas essas questões (trabalhistas, desemprego, violencia) não são jamais debatidas na televisão aberta e qualquer porta voz de debate contratado pelo governo ou por agências de publicidade contratadas pelo governo sempre reproduzem falas conservadoras, punitivas ou falas que nao representam a parcela de especialistas ou população afetada pelo tema, grupos identitários sem voz. A mídia corporativa não dá espaço para doutores, mestres ou bacharéis de universidades, mas permite que polemizadores sem formação discutam os temas de relevância. Aborto no Brasil não é um tema de discussão social e médica, mas um tema de delegacia de polícia e grupos religiosos. E desde a época da escola, o conteúdo programático é inteiro censurado, os professores precisam seguir ordens e não sua livre consciência, as vezes são obrigados a reproduzir inverdades históricas e jamais falar sobre controvérsias. As principais revistas tem a mesma opinião, mas como se fossem opiniões diferentes, assim como um refrigerante que tem várias cores e sabores, mas no fim é o mesmo produto que vem da mesma empresa mãe. Esse é o nosso pensamento, no Brasil quem pensa é motivo de risadas e o resto da população apenas reproduz o que a grande mídia impôs sobre nós. O pensamento é padronizado, ao ponto de você desconfiar até mesmo de alguma conspiração. Todos os anos os mesmos temas são reciclados. Em alguma época do ano produziram a discussão do aborto, mas sem nenhuma tentativa de esclarecimento, nenhuma exposição de pensamentos dissonantes, nenhuma ampliação do mais do mesmo, apenas imposição do poder atual. Somos quase produtos de uma indústria, só não enxergo meu abatedouro ou a lógica da minha produção. Sou um erro ou mais um número de série qualquer? Se sou um grupo onde estão os meus? Por que não consigo me unir? QUERO A LIBERDADE, NÃO SÓ PARA MIM!!!!!! Neste país o sistema vai me colocar para trabalhar em empregos subremunerados, e a aposentadoria só se torna possível após 49 anos de contribuição... Imagem o que é contribuir 49 anos em fábricas do terceiro mundo SEM DIREITOS TRABALHISTAS. Essa é minha vida. E enquanto essa máquina engole a todos ao mesmo tempo, as pessoas a minha volta discutem seriados e excracham medidas de reintegração social ou modelos de gratuidade (de transporte, de lazer, de alimentação). Aqui as pessoas apoiam modelos de pensamento único. A mídia não informa, ao contrário, lança comerciais para enganar a todos nós civis desarmados. Além de sermos impotentes, somos também vendados. Até a discussão política mais orientada para a esquerda é distorcida e perniciosa. Em geral e em linguagem simples todos da esquerda no brasil odeiam a blogueira de cuba, porque a consideram uma traidora da revolução cubana, mas nenhum deles parou para escutar as críticas da menina no programa brasileiro Roda Viva, que de longe foi um dos mais interessantes que já vi, uma vez que essa entrevista permite ao espectador mais desperto ter uma pequena idéia da distorção do jornalismo brasileiro hoje, que se fez de surdo e cego na entrevista, fingindo indignação, assombro, e até surpresa por práticas de censura e manipulação social que por aqui são ainda mais difundidas. Nesse país as pessoas ainda por cima são violentas e mal educadas, então não se pode discutir nada que todos levam para algum questionamento intimo, das verdades interiores sem sentido, e podem te bater ou coisa pior simplesmente porque discordam de você. O que eles defendem geralmente é a mesmissima opinião dos programecos televisivos locais. A arte é sistematicamente ignorada, não difundida, não recebe recursos. Os artistas de rua são perseguidos pela polícia, etc. A vida do artista aqui é pior do que em La Bohème. A não ser para a classe burguesa, que já se vê nascida em berço de ouro, hoje em dia berço de euros, então não tem como dar muito errado ganhando pensão, nascendo com apartamento, evitando violências dentro de um carro, viajando pra fora nas férias e claro que isso tudo abre portas melhores, contatos mais interessantes, carreiras mais promissoras e o resto que se mate por um salario de 900 reais!

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Mes motivations, vive la liberté!

sexta-feira, 26 de abril de 2013

Nicolas, my condolences. Nicolas, mes condoléances. Nicolas, minhas condolencias.


I have a recurring dream where the situation is totally paranoid and the goal is to escape some control or persecution. It's terrible because all the places are guarded and full of walls and the way is always to hide in some empty street. This situation usually happens at night. Today I had a variation on that dream that was much more cruel. My name was Nicolas and I was being sexually abused. I wanted to get away. I was a child. All the frustration, anger and fear can still be felt and must be even stronger in the unconscious. I do not know why I had this nightmare, but sometimes I'm afraid of things I may not remember. As a child I changed so much from school to school, I fought so much and I do not even know my reasons and conjunctural motives of those moments. In the end, how many things did happen to you and you do not remember consciously? It is these things that have directed your being and yet you have no idea. Who did you become? Would you be any different?

J'ai un rêve récurrent où la situation est totalement paranoïaque et le but est d'échapper à un certain contrôle ou à la persécution. C'est terrible car tous les endroits sont gardés et pleins de murs et le chemin est toujours de se cacher dans une rue vide. Cette situation se produit généralement dans la nuit. Aujourd'hui, j'ai une variation sur ce rêve qui était beaucoup plus cruel. Je m'appelais Nicolas et j'ai été abusé sexuellement. Je voulais partir. J'étais un enfant. Toute la frustration, la colère et la peur peuvent encore être ressenties et doivent être encore plus fortes dans l'inconscient. Je ne sais pas pourquoi j'ai fait ce cauchemar, mais parfois j'ai peur de choses dont je ne me souviens pas. Enfant, j'ai tellement changé d'école en école, j'ai tellement combattu et je ne connais même pas les raisons et les motifs conjoncturels de ces moments. En fin de compte, combien de choses sont arrivées et vous ne vous souvenez pas consciemment? Ce sont ces choses qui ont dirigé votre être et pourtant vous n'avez aucune idée. Qui êtes-vous devenu? Seriez-vous différent?

 Eu tenho um sonho recorrente onde a situaçao é totalmente paranóica e o objetivo é fugir de algum controle/perseguição. É terrivel porque todos os lugares são vigiados e cheios de muros e o jeito é sempre se esconder em alguma rua vazia. Essa situação acontece, em geral, a noite. Hoje eu tive uma variação desse sonho que foi muito mais cruel. Meu nome era Nicolas e estava sendo vítima de abuso sexual. Queria fugir. Eu era uma criança. Toda a frustração, raiva e medo ainda podem ser sentidas e devem estar ainda mais fortes no inconsciente. Não sei porque tive esse pesadelo, mas as vezes eu tenho medo de coisas que eu posso não me lembrar. Quando criança eu troquei tanto de escola, eu briguei tanto e nem sei os meus motivos e motivos conjunturais daqueles momentos. No fim das contas, quantas coisas não te aconteceram e você não se lembra conscientemente? São essas coisas que direcionaram o seu ser e mesmo assim você não faz idéia. Quem você se tornou? Você seria diferente?