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quarta-feira, 4 de outubro de 2017

My sexual orientation.

People often have difficulty understanding the other's sexuality. As much as we explain our positioning, for some people there are no other possibilities than their own. My sexual orientation is assexual normal 30 years old guy. I get involved emotionally bisexually and have heterosexual and homosexual customs. The very idea of ​​''orientation'' is interesting. Oriented to do something. Disoriented too. Which reminds me of the notion of ''homosexual practice''. Or choice. There are groups who consider homosexuality a practice. I like the term, because in this category I would be considered a practitioner. It's like I'm a Catholic, non-practitioner. In Brazil exist a category of religious catholic people who are not involved with their own religion, they are called non-practitioners. I will be condemned by my perverse practices. Yeah. I consider myself something else, I consider myself a sexual pervert, a deviant. But these are strong words and to say it in this way touches the fragile imginario of the average citizen. It will be true? In practice, the average citizen usually has much more perverted and delirious behavior. Why am I then the madman? Why then is my sexuality a joke? Mine and the sexuality of my peers and comrades? Why our role in society needs to be always linked with doom or comedy, or become a life of trying acceptance and embarassing mirroring? And isn't honesty necessarily rewarded? Why do I need to suffer so much, could not they have left me alone without so many classifications and behavioral questions? Why they force us so much to ''assume'' something, to keep ''secrets'' from them because them will punish us by our crimes, to avoid ''obscene verbiage''? Why do not they assume what they are? It is their uncertainties that they project on us, and it is up to us to decide whether these are valid uncertainties or not, and worse, is up to us to decide whether it is our responsibility to serve as a therapy and scapegoat for all those frustrated average people. Frustrated with our taste, talent, beauty and above all frustrated with our certainty of what is right and fair. Because we all know how much they are unfair. It's like being a marijuana user. Another beautiful word, "user". They oblige me to define myself as a user. I am terrified of this kind of technical language that aims only to give some attribution or significant value over my reality. Words are power. What right do they have to classify us as users or traffickers? Are not they responsible for the traffic itself? And trafficking is only called trafficking because of prohibition. Traffic is just a name. The trafficking of blacks from one continent to another was legal. How could something trafficking be legal? Merchandise traffic is legal. Because trafficking itself is a word linked to transit, it has no negative connotation, but the media has implanted the ideology of fear and the drug war, where trafficking is synonymous with parallel power and death or crime. It's all false. False. The categories are dead.

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sábado, 19 de agosto de 2017

The whole point of freedom of choice and addiction

I personally don't believe in addictions, in addicts, in government solutions for crime and drug control, etc. In other words, all this open questions are all of them some sort of scam, a fraud, their schemes are all for money laundering or imprisonment. It's not a vanguard insight to say that, everyone knows that. You take their pro-profit clinics for rehab, rehabilitation, etc, it's a fraud, they simple retire, sometimes by force, a person from his past habits and insert him in other circunstance, its just a sociological thing. Addiction suppose that a person lost his power to do any choice for his own sake. Freedom of choice is the whole point. The vote, the right to vote, our personal will, it's all linked to the ideia of will. Sometimes even with the notion of virtù. How can I lost my free will by some creepy state regulation? Or some abstraction, as crime or psychologycal dependence. Am i being clear? The governmen leaves some group of people by themselves (as the liberaltards wants) and when they can even eat (because all the trees are cut and supermarkets are expensive and even more people are jobless in the post economic crisis society), the state still keep themself far away from any public social care. The political parties are the same. All the big schemes of drug trafficking have connexions in politics. Talking about the Brazilian reality. And the churches have their way to the money too, they are all for money laundering and maintenance of status quo or for personal opression of thinking by some horrible ideology of violence, born from normative rules. And the whole point is: addiction does not exist. I can't be a drunk without buying drinks or beer. Cost money. Addiction does not exist in scarcity. Cost money, time and some bottles to be a drunk. It's not easy. Society creates her own problems and categories, classification, and some of these adjectives are used for political and cultural control, or even to approve some laws against specifics groups. So I'll only be an addict if I enlist through myself some corporal movements, appearance, habits. Cannabis for instance, what define who is the called recreational user and who is the drug dealer? Its really important this différence? In brazil its a racist statement, when the recreational user is the white one, of course. And all this is bullshit. Some cops are in general poor or middle class. Mindset fucktarded. The civilized and educated cops are in the good neighborhoods. Im kind of impressed how people can really believe in government bullshit rethoric, when they say "its science" or "its scientific statement" when all the lies are cleary by politic issues. I mean, emprisonnent, mass encarceration its a fraud. We have choice, but sometimes we don't understand or see these choices because the system, the """free""" market, the big government not necessarily keep the rights clear or explain all the things someone could do with the right information. It's clearly censorship and information control to keep all workers in the literal hell. If I don't need a gun, or crack, will someone will need it? Yes, because social causes. My correct response: just rethoric. I don't believe in addiction. I  only believe in sociological causes and consequences of misery.



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