Writing some poetry and others statements.

The urge to write. Normal day. Brendan awkwardly finds out Dany is still angy against him. He doesn't know why. It's because Brendan now lives (still lives) with her ex-boyfriend Daniel. Brendan himself was her boyfriend too. She makes angry commentaires and try to moral menace Brendan. She hates how Brendan and Daniel can live without her problems and paranoia. Why she thinks on that? Why she just can't let the people live their lives in their own ways. "I will expose them! Two gays in the closet". Who is she to think in doing that, in expose someone? It's just wrong. You can't live exposing everyone just for your and only yours personal issues and selfish behavior. I never was in closet. I'm a assexual guy, kind of depraved, pervert, but still assexual. My sexuality is completely linked to my obsession about sex and prostitution. I can't be a prostitué myself, but I should. Sometimes I fake it. For the gas money. I'm hot, but as a professional I'll be a failure and a mistake, because im not that hot, I think. I can't be a prostitute for living. Some people are. Instead of that I can work in a brothel, in cassinos... It's my dream actually. Flying to some cassino-land. Living a life full of lights, drugs and prostitution, but with money. And money, talking about the money, honey. I always thinking about all the money I spent with sex and alcohol. Today I'll be living fuck as rich if I was invested that shit in these past years. Now I have no money for nothing, just for paying the rent e surviving. Fuck it. Should someone save me for this sinking ship? Where is the international perverted society for financial suppport of alternative and against mainstream projects? I need money for some posters. In brazil cannabis is illegal. You have my hint. So give me a try.

go for a beer young boy, you deserve it.

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The whole point of freedom of choice and addiction

I personally don't believe in addictions, in addicts, in government solutions for crime and drug control, etc. In other words, all this open questions are all of them some sort of scam, a fraud, their schemes are all for money laundering or imprisonment. It's not a vanguard insight to say that, everyone knows that. You take their pro-profit clinics for rehab, rehabilitation, etc, it's a fraud, they simple retire, sometimes by force, a person from his past habits and insert him in other circunstance, its just a sociological thing. Addiction suppose that a person lost his power to do any choice for his own sake. Freedom of choice is the whole point. The vote, the right to vote, our personal will, it's all linked to the ideia of will. Sometimes even with the notion of virtù. How can I lost my free will by some creepy state regulation? Or some abstraction, as crime or psychologycal dependence. Am i being clear? The governmen leaves some group of people by themselves (as the liberaltards wants) and when they can even eat (because all the trees are cut and supermarkets are expensive and even more people are jobless in the post economic crisis society), the state still keep themself far away from any public social care. The political parties are the same. All the big schemes of drug trafficking have connexions in politics. Talking about the Brazilian reality. And the churches have their way to the money too, they are all for money laundering and maintenance of status quo or for personal opression of thinking by some horrible ideology of violence, born from normative rules. And the whole point is: addiction does not exist. I can't be a drunk without buying drinks or beer. Cost money. Addiction does not exist in scarcity. Cost money, time and some bottles to be a drunk. It's not easy. Society creates her own problems and categories, classification, and some of these adjectives are used for political and cultural control, or even to approve some laws against specifics groups. So I'll only be an addict if I enlist through myself some corporal movements, appearance, habits. Cannabis for instance, what define who is the called recreational user and who is the drug dealer? Its really important this différence? In brazil its a racist statement, when the recreational user is the white one, of course. And all this is bullshit. Some cops are in general poor or middle class. Mindset fucktarded. The civilized and educated cops are in the good neighborhoods. Im kind of impressed how people can really believe in government bullshit rethoric, when they say "its science" or "its scientific statement" when all the lies are cleary by politic issues. I mean, emprisonnent, mass encarceration its a fraud. We have choice, but sometimes we don't understand or see these choices because the system, the """free""" market, the big government not necessarily keep the rights clear or explain all the things someone could do with the right information. It's clearly censorship and information control to keep all workers in the literal hell. If I don't need a gun, or crack, will someone will need it? Yes, because social causes. My correct response: just rethoric. I don't believe in addiction. I  only believe in sociological causes and consequences of misery.

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Lies and sex (do not open, graphic image!!!!). 18 +.

I'm always trying to be honest about lies. Today it's better without them, but in some ways not be confronted with the truth is like living in the shadow of the same light. I'm not being confronted about smoking weed or making polygamous sex, but if I'll it can be a lie, because for some people I actually don't do anything. Because if I said the truth, they will try to ruin myself. I can't confide any reality with people who are inserted in the fake reality and in the fake values, with all brainwashed ones. They are the danger. In the first opportunity they will stab me from behind. And this is not something I don't know or I can't talk about. Only saying the truth. They're fascists. They think anyone with deviant sexuality is not a default, but a crime. Sometimes the lie is the other situation, like not to smoke weed. Covering up your eyes, with shades, to truthly lying. My dick for hypocrisy. And for lovers too.

Sorry for the dick pic folks.

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